hey all, its been wad 3 weeks since i've been back on....not much has been happening, but im finally on holidays!!!

really tired today though, had a long day yesterdae, spent my day with jules, went for novena with her....yeap who wld have guessed me goin for novena....anyway, went for christmas present materials shopping too. its been 3 weeks since we're together. somehow it seems allot longer, maybe cause we've been hanging out allot. anyhow she was supposed to go on a holiday this week. but her trip has been cut, some unforseen happenings and all. so she'll be in singapore, helping me with my christmas present making and stuff, looking forward to it!!!

anyhow, sleepy sleepy sleepy. gonna eat now...cya arnd

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hey all, im in sch now, damm bored in class, doing assignments and all, left jus 1 more and im done....teach aint arnd so we're free 2 do anything, so like music is on and all, so yeap. anyhow last week was really great, been meting up with Juls allot, and everytime we meet up, both of us are really happy. great thing is dat we both understand each other allot and knoe more or less what we're thinking about. shes really caring and understanding. shes currentlly on hols so shes quite free, but when sch starts for her, its gonna be a little difficult to meet up so often, but i dun hav any worries for that time, cause we will somehow make time for each other, at least once during the weekdays and weekends so yeap. we went to marina square over the weekend. had subway and spent like 3 hrs chatting in subway. it was really cool, getta knoe allot more abt her and stuff. really nice 2 knoe that we hav so much in common. as in interests, character, likes and hates, not to mention shes an outdoor person!!! really awesome!!! been meeting so0me of her friends....wonder what they think of me...hmm....anyhow, i enjoy meeting her friends, knowing more abt who she hangs out with so its cool. anyhow i gotta go back 2 do my work....will post my pics when i get back home, cya

PEACE

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HELLO!!!!

im back to blogging!!! yeap well, wad has happened so far, well....last week friday, went for Kim's bdae, shes daniel's GF, wenta Blue Jazz for dinner, had beef Lagzania!!!! my FAV!!!! Kim's Treat so it was good, den wenta WALA WALA at holland V for the rest of the night...the place was great!!! wads better, Jack and Ray were playing!!! and man they were GREAT!!! like they did covers better then the originals man!!! most of the drinks were goin for 1 for 1 so that was great too, had 6 glasses that night, 2 vodka and 4 highlanders. not too bad considering i only paid for the highlanders :) so moving on,

sat was daddy's bdae, went down 2 sfx 2 spend sometime with him, in the affernoon, wenta meet with Juls....spent the afternoon at vivo, walking arnd and chatting, had ice cream too and really get to know each other really well :) and somewhere along the way, we got together :D yeap so now im attached, and it aint a rebound if anyof ull are thinkin of that. im way over cass, took me 2 weeks to get over but im way over her. as for juls and i, we may knoe each other for only 1 week or so, but, we have so much in common. I nv thought i would be able to find any1 else that similar to me but i was so wrong.

anyhow so ltr im meeting her to give BLOOD!!! hahaha COOL RIGHT!!! yeah its soo awesome!!! love to give blood, and so does she!!! yeap we're both really crazy pple hehehe. only sad thing is that she'll be goin on holiday frm the 10th till the 21st. so yar....super sad there, but hopefully can make my christmass presents during that time. anyhow...i needa head 2 sch now, class starts in 45 mins and i hav yet 2 shower :P so yeah....cya peeps

Peace

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Hey Everyone!!! yesterdae was salt's 5th anniversary celebration!!! we're 5 yrs old!!! damm cool!!!! actual day is today though....yeah i cant belive i've been there for so long....anyhow, we had dinner followed by a performance, its was awesome!!! enjoyed it soo much!!!! anyhow, din go out after that though, hadta come back 2 finish up the comfirmation gifts i made for heleyna, sasha and reginal, so yeah....sadly, again....i cut my hand, the same farked up way as before, i used my thumb to support the base as i chisil it and chisiled my thumb instead....so yah...it sucks...

today its comfirmation day for my church!!!! going over to Godpa's place for lunch ltr, but im meeting up with a friend b4 that too, so yeah....ok some pics of the stuff i made ;) oh and btw, i kinda chiseled my hand while chiselling the wood. dam deep cut, when i squeezed the wound, my meat came out!!! damm sick, wont post the pics up though...its only a clean wound. didn't hav time to take the bleeding wound. scared wood went in, so anyhow, heres the pics...





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hey ull!!!

yest, i was soo damm close to snaping again, well heres wad happened, morning hadta do labview, i did 2 of the assignments the previous night but did not connect them to the LED, so when i did all hell broke loose!!! took me arnd 2.5 hrs to solve the dam problems, together with my partner grace of course....anyhow, after dat, lunch played tai tee, and during lecture too ;) dun understand wad the lecture was doing hahaha

so anyhow after dat was automation class, and in that dam class, the teacher asked me to do the program, and that dam programming!!! it was so farking irritating. you see the thing is when i do ladder diagram, the way i do just so happens to be the same way alvin does his programming cause well we learned from ITE that way, but my teacher said dat i CANNOT DO THAT WAY!!! like WTF man!!!

so basically, yesterdae, i spent abt....wait let me count, 1600 till 1900, yar 3 hrs to somehow try and figure out wad way the teacher was doing!!! it is so damm irritating i tell u!!! every step something was off, well its troubleshooting, and i hate it!!! till 1900, my classmate ying chun, he helped me out a little, and finally i was done.

im actually quite worried right now, lately my temper has been soaring, i wonder if im able to hold everything in. its been a super duper long time since i've let out the true Grim Reaper that rests inside of me.




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hey all!!! ok word is out!!! me and cass are not together anymore, actually its like this for arnd 2 weeks now, been a really really painfull 2 weeks, everything got affected, school work, friendships, wadever i hav left with my family, church work....yeah...i cracked on monday!!! like i think soo dam much that i started laughing for nothing in class man!!! i think my classmates thought i was mad :) if u'll are reading this...now u'll know but me and cass are still best friends, dat was how we started off in the first place....

anyhow, on monday i talked to my bestest buddy, Randall, and us poured out everything to him, and finally all was alright. im starting to cope in sch now, allot better den the last 2 weeks, alvin said last week that i was nothing like the old gabriel who always came for class and did my work, im gonna prove him wrong, and all my teachers too :D hahaha, anyhow,

yest was my presentation for my com skill, and my grp came in 2nd in presentation!!! cool stuff!!! and i came in part of the top 5!!! man dats cool....but i know i still have allot of places to improve in. all is well in school. im actually thinking for my sch stuff now :) yeah!!! so i've just finished my dinner...gonna start on my work now....all my back lock of work, yeap....cya guys

Peace

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everything has changed, i feel lost and confused, suddenlly nothing matters anymore.

i miss you, a whole lot. i know that at this moment, i may be a bit clingy, but its because its a huge change for me and i can't just pretend all is well. i know you're hurting too, but don't worry, im not angry at you. i cant be angry at you. you're still my bestest best friend aight, and i do not want to lose this friendship i have with you. all i ask is that you give me some time to adjust, AKA patience, with my actions at this moment. dont be afraid to tell me anything and everything, cause i will not judge you.

i love you babe. i always will.

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